Satelec 2003

I have lived in my apartment for 5 years. New carpet was put in when i moved in, however the blinds and the rest of the apartment were old and somewhat damaged nothing else was replaced from the prior tennants who were there for 10 years. My question is, do i worry cleaning the carpets, and cleaning like crazy? I’m worried that the landlord is going to take the whole deposit, because another tennant whos apartment was left really nice didn’t get anything back! What is the normal wear and tear policy??

I have a beautiful baby child in good health will be eleven months old next week. In March, we lost our health insurance because my husband does not have a union work for him and we have exhausted the benefits. I applied for health care of the family now and I still do not. I spoke with a social worker last week and I gave him all the documents requested, and it is now more than three months since March 31 and still waiting for me, but he said I should soon for the baby . Baby has not been a doctor since the end of March and will soon need more shots. I feel guilty, and I feel like a loser. I can not find work right now so I am the care of my mother, who had a stroke and my father was just diagnosed with early stages altzheimers. I spend half the day and it calls for the establishment of deadlines. My landlord sells the house, and we are more likely to move. My bulimia is back, and I’m tired all the time, but I still make the baby nehmen.Außerdem is my eldest son from his first marriage to drink and has a bad attitude. He and my husband and I fight in the middle. My son came home drunk and started a fire while cooking at 4:00 in the morning. I try to help and talk to him and for him, but he has a really bad attitude.

I fell in love with my church when I first starting going there. I never felt ostracized for being an unwed mother and they were really welcoming and always had intellectual conversations with me during Bible studies and before and after services. They were more than willing to answer my questions when I was unsure of how to interpret something. The first time I felt uncomfortable was when I declined from participating in a protest outside a local Planned Parenthood clinic.

I still feel pro-choice even though I was in the situation of not knowing how I would be means to raise a child on my own and made an appointment for an abortion. I was referred to a counseling core that ended up being a pro-life in disguise core and I ended up cancelling my termination and having a beautiful little girl 9 months later. I wasn’t a member of any church at the time but it was the best decision for my life in the long run since I had been abusing alcohol and acting promiscuously. That positively stopped when I found out I was going to be a mom. At the time I had a job in retail and was living with my parents and had no health insurance. The counseling core that convinced me to keep my baby gave me a list of how often I needed to be at the doctor and what tests needed to be done and when they needed to be done, yet they never told me how to find a doctor that would treat someone with no health insurance or how to go about paying for those visits and tests. But you know who did? Planned Parenthood. And who cared for me and my daughter throughout the majority of my pregnancy? Planned Parenthood. I cannot be opposite an organization that provides health services to people when nobody else will.

Now I’m faced with another issue. I have a roommate that is involved with the campus fellowship group of our church. We all live in the same building and I’m not too familiar with them since I joined the church before I was a student, and probably before most of them graduated from highschool. My roommate has severe emotional/neurological issues. She’s medicated and sees several professionals regarding her treatment in helping her lead a normal life. She recently had a relapse and believed that everyone hated her. She turned to campus fellowship for help, and the advice they gave her was alarming to me. They told her to stop taking her medication, stop going to see her doctors and therapists, and she just needed to pray more and have people pray with her and god will heal her. She has been violent in the past (at least 5 times according to her family) and now they’re telling her to go off her meds? Not only are they putting her in danger, but they’re putting me and our other roommates in danger as well. As a member of the church I feel hurt that they would be so blind and act in such an irresponsible way. I talked to other members of the church about the situation and they seem to think that campus fellowship leaders are extremely qualified (not exactly sure what in) and that they would have to agree with anything that they have said.

This has really caused me to struggle with my faith the last few days. I just can’t be a part of something that would put people at risk in such an obscene way. I’m trying to convince myself that I’ve just become part of some odd fundamentalist movement but it’s still a struggle. This is wrong, right?

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Im going to watch it with my 3 year old sisters and brother, and I don’t want them to watch these things.

Also, do you like the movie?
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When I turned 21, I got taken off my parents’ health insurance. I did not have a job at the time, and could not afford to buy insurance on my own, so I was forced to go without it. Well, I became very sick and was hospitalized for 4 days with food poisoning. The hospital bills total around $ 50,000, and I was denied Medicaid because I was paying $ 1400 a month in rent (money I accumulated through prostitution, if you want the truth), and the hospital’s social worker felt if I could afford $ 1400/month in rent, I could afford the hospital bills. Friends of mine at the time were really hard on my parents, especially my mom, saying “what kind of a lousy mother would let her son go without health insurance?” No editorial comment from me. I’m just curious what other people think. Do I have lousy parents because they let me go without health insurance?
Yes, the bill was $ 50,000. I was found unconscious in my apartment and dragged out by paramedics. I spent a day in the ER and had kidney failure. The doctors thought I was gonna die.